Poem 4

Mental and psychological suffering
Mere paper will at the end undress
Possible success
Yet probable failure

Redemption only when fully complete
Doubt that authority I beat
Tried my utmost and that is that
That I would'nt go back is a fact
To the troublesome tick tocking in my head
Knowledge I attempted to be fed

Pensive again about all
Exploring possibilities
Scrutinizing probabilities

Bewildered by experience
So far not reassured by anything heard